20: Monarchy and landlords

 

When I arrived in London, before I moved to Elrington, I went to see a room for rent at the end of the overground. The owner was a teacher who started a music school for children in their community. As we were getting to know each other, he told me a story about playing a royal celebration with one of his bands. I don’t remember the details, but the point of the story was that they paid them a very small fee, insultingly low, and he was put off even more when at the end of the celebration they sent around a vessel for people to put donations in.

I kept coming across these images in the metro that I thought were a joke at first and then realized that multiple people, a society even, signed off on this paid exhibit to see the queens jewels advertised with a small wide-eyed brown child.

 
 

 

 
 

The last tenant before me at Elrington had just returned from Rojava, where they were struggling for the Kurdish cause and the tenant before them was the head of direct actions at Greenpeace. This caused a hot flush of shame in me every time I hoarded another porcelain figurine from the charity shop or realized it had been 5 hours since I started editing choice bits of Drake Passionfruit covers. It had all been pretty much going downhill since Forensic Architecture stopped answering my emails.

I live with a wonderful family of artists. Two sisters, one of their partner’s and a beautiful 3 year old girl. Their parents were artists, who separated and married other artists. They had a very unusual upbringing and casually dropped in details about their life peppered with thick Briticisms that constantly make me double-take. Like, when you say shark house… what does that mean exactly? Oh… a house with a 25 foot fiberglass shark coming out of the roof that your stepfather built as an antiwar protest… ok, I see. I didn’t foresee I’d be invited to family meals to unpack the implications of the shark house being declared cultural heritage by Oxford and the subsequent TV appearances with incensed libertarian siblings. They have a practiced way of slowly backing up to give context to things that one might not quickly infer from an anecdote about, say, the time Anne left. I can’t imitate their east London cool, but suffice to say it involves nonchalantly describing their artist stepmom who stepped out once for a performance piece and returned a year later with a new identity. Or that time dad used the rubble of a razed stadium to build a land-art sculpture park with habitat restoration—that’s quite eco isn’t it? The sisters, both of whom I regard as great artists, also dedicate their lives to helping others experience art. When they are not doing this, they are taking turns caring for their beautiful child whose boisterous laughter wakes me up in the morning, along with the light, magpies and spring blossoms filtering through the arched window in my bedroom. They weren’t joking when they said I had won the spareroom.co.uk contest. We live in the vestiges of a deliriously beautiful neighborhood, paying last millennium’s rent.

 

In California I lived with my friend Joey. I just came across a draft of a piece I was writing about him for a friends magazine. They were going to publish it in conjunction with a show they were organizing, but there was also some interest at the time from another, larger, east coast publication and we thought it better to hold off.

As often, cold open.

‘I went to visit my friend in San Francisco, he’s an old gangster and dope dealer. And a master martial artist.. He’s like 6’6 and lives on a boat in Oakland. Totally bipolar. He might be stopping by later on this week. I decided to start microdosing psilocybin.’

Sounds nice, Joey, I reply.

We’re in his painting studio where I see him most days. I use the bathroom in his place in the morning because I’m not thrilled about the compost toilet he installed in a converted Tuff Shed where I live on his land. We’ve been friends for about 5 years. A mutual friend, who has since passed (imagine Dianne Keaton circa Woody Allen with a huge, kinda stoned, glowing smile) introduced us so I could help Joey with a website for his art. While we were working, I lost my housing and he offered to rent me a grow building he was converting into a tiny house. When I moved in, someone came by and graffitied ‘trap house’ on the fence. A few months later someone else crossed out ‘trap’ and wrote ‘deep’ over it.

I had met Joey before then, around town. I worked at the co-op for a couple years and he would come in to get lunch. I could tell that he worked with his hands and was not disposed to small talk. As I began photographing the work he would share insights into his process. He told me the images came to him in dreams, and then he would transcribe them into journals before translating them into paintings and sculptures. There appears to me a global and postmodern vernacular of signifiers and motifs that coalesce in a distinctly Californian register of late Capitalocene anomie. 

Joe moved from Kansas City to Redwood City as a child. He went to the Haight, watched it die, and then went back to the land and watched it gentrify. He is a lifelong ‘botanist’ and mycologist. We hang and chat. I love hearing old stories and town gossip. ‘...back when I was in the acid family, I had this giant mastiff and one day he ate an enormous amount of LSD… or ‘they came in the middle of the night with shotguns and rolled me up in a carpet...’ or ‘the lady that was trying to get me to do tricks for older women at church would leave her ocelot with me and it would attack you or hide under the bed unless you fed it tranquilisers in hamburgers…’

He doesn’t have a cell phone or very many friends left. There’s a bird he calls Tweety that comes in the house to visit. There was a raccoon he called De Kooning that would come by for a while too. His living room is filled with art books and design magazines. A few guitars, a television and a lot of his own art. He’s mostly stopped doing drugs and drinking and spends most days in the studio painting and sculpting. He eats very simply and healthily. It seems like every season there’s a new diet regimen and configuration of art around the house. 

I walked by the studio the other morning and Joe flagged me down. He was excited to share something he was working on. He led me to a room in the house he built where he hung four older paintings. The skylights filled the small room with warm light and the paintings grouped together really transcended themselves. He began to explain the work to me. A hollowed out world and a dying spirit rising, severed roots and terrified beings, a panel about a friend who threw up in a ventilator at the hospital. Listening to him talk I felt many of the central themes that characterize our time, the oppressive forces of patriarchy and capitalism, mass extinction and ecological devastation, a coursing libidinal undercurrent, uncontainable forces overwhelming the stifling modern grid, and an internalized need to keep producing towards a validation from the market. And perhaps like everyone, with their idiosyncratic and irreducible perspective.

I sent a few phone pictures to my friend Oliver of this magazine and he replied immediately that we should do something and invited us down to a fair he was participating in that weekend at the historic Bradbury building. It was in partnership with NeueHouse, a luxury coworking conglomerate ‘where culture and commerce collide.’ The Bradbury, born of gold mining and real estate development wealth has been home to the Los Angeles police department's internal affairs division, the Museum of Architecture and Design, the Berggruen Institute, the Ross Cutlery where O.J Simpon bought the stiletto and a Blue Bottle coffee. It is probably best known for its appearance in Blade Runner, and for another generation perhaps, as the backdrop for the La Blogotheque video for Justin Timberlake’s Say Something. 

The work seemed to be received well. There was a short ambiguous bio circulated with some images of Joey’s sculptures that began to proliferate in significant art world instagram stories. Some pieces were sold and there was talk of press and gallery shows. Oliver told me he was having a cigarette at Gagosian’s house when he made a presale of one of the chairs to a significant collector. 

On the drive down to LA we listened to Arundhati Roy on the effects of the coronavirus in India. We listened to Ben Lerner talk about The Topeka School and Rosi Braidotti on necropolitics and ways of dying. All subjects that pertained to our ongoing conversations. By the end of the drive, Joey said ‘I can’t listen to one more person describe these problems that we already know.’ 

 

I’m not a Jain, but I do my best to compassionately relocate bugs. While I was preparing for the interim show, this small creature walked across my consciousness and I was at a loss for how to adequately care for it. I imagine it came in with the ranunculus from the Sunday flower market on Columbia road. As I was deliberating about where it would be most comfortable, I found another one, even smaller, almost imperceptible to my eye, which raised the question, to what scale are we responsible in our various entanglements?

I find many insects respond to my intentions to help them. I can hold open my hand with the intention to move a moth outside and it will fly to my hand and wait patiently until it’s outside. With the particular moth shown in the picture below it was quite playful even, tickling my neck and landing on my phone when I perhaps seemed overly distracted with it. Of course, it’s difficult to determine, sometimes, what a creature would desire. There was a time where I took one bug outside and then returned a little while later to find the bug I had thought I compassionately relocated perched on the windowsill outside directly across from another like-bug perched on the windowsill inside. And just yesterday I used a copy of Jalal Toufic’s Postscripts to interrupt what appeared to be the abduction of a larval being by a furiously determined ant and then felt a cascade of ethical dilemmas. I also keep returning to the question, can you carry a parasite like your own baby?